Countdown

Feb. 8th, 2009 09:57 pm
aadler: (CK4)
 
This was a drill weekend for my unit. Relatively light — two days at home station, completing paperwork and checking the boxes on required briefings — but we’re coming down to the wire. Only two more drills remain before we go on mobilization orders: a four-day field exercise with as many things as they can throw at us, and a one-day drill to relax us and have a family picnic before we assemble a couple of weeks later to start downrange.

This is probably a really good time. The success in Iraq has to have stunned even its most ardent supporters: NO responsible person could have predicted how well things would work out, or how quickly. Last month, more soldiers died in-theater in vehicle accidents than from hostile action. And, for a change, I’ll be located at (not with, but alongside) our company’s headquarters, in duties that are unlikely to expose me to any significant danger. Except for my time at Guantanamo, this will probably be my least hazardous deployment.

However, it is still technically a combat theater, and things can change for the worse just as quickly as for the better. We’ve been enjoined to be ready for shift in mission, in location, in intensity, in duration. Even if this goes as steadily as seems likely, we increase the odds of a favorable outcome by being thoroughly prepared to deal with any adversity that might pop up.

I love this life. I take it seriously, though, and we’re approaching the time when seriousness will be called for.
aadler: (CK4)
 
I just got back from a three-day drill weekend, almost the entirety of which we spent out in the field. I was slightly surprised to discover at my age that spending a couple of nights sleeping in the ground 1) not only is something I can still do, but 2) doesn’t even leave me really the worse for wear. I’m badly out of shape — though I’m about to get to work on remedying that — but I seem to have maintained a kind of internal toughness.

(To get some idea of what I mean: Back in 2003, when we crossed the border from Kuwait into Iraq, we drove for three days straight to reach our assigned area of operation, stopping only for fuel and the repair of other vehicles in the convoy. My team chief didn’t want to risk letting anything be stolen off our truck, so all of our equipment and supplies were crammed inside. I was stationed in the turret, and the mass of gear below me meant I couldn’t really get very far down into the vehicle if I wanted to. At that time of the year, the nights still got cold; so I’d stay up in the turret until that frigid wind was just more than I could endure, then I’d hunch down inside, kneeling on top of the piled gear until my legs cramped so much I couldn’t continue; and I just cycled back and forth, all night long, every night until we arrived. And it was no big deal. Seriously, it was just the way things were. I remember noting at the time, It’s amazing what you can put up with when you don’t have any choice.)

Anyway, now that the weekend is done, I can get back to keying in and revising the draft for my [livejournal.com profile] remixredux08 submission. Knowing myself as I do, and my past performance, that will probably involve adding anywhere from one to three thousand words. So, time to get to it.
aadler: (ck4)
 
Quite a bit of today’s post is devoted to matters in the military side of my life, so I’m putting it in a cut.

Coming Events )


The preceding does have an effect on other things in my life. Susan and I have finished the pre-marriage counseling sessions we were having with a church-sponsored counselor; in fact, we stretched it out into half a dozen visits, instead of the one required. There are other requirements, however, and there may be some small problem in meeting them. Catholic practice is to require a minimum of five months between the church being notified and a wedding taking place, with certain preparations mandated to ensure a proprely functioning marriage. I leave in two weeks, I won’t return until October, and my unit is expected to be back on orders in January. We’ll need to meet some of the requirements by e-mail, and manage others in the three-month interim, and I don’t yet know what can be done or how we’ll need to do it.

I don’t want to go back into a combat theater without Susan as my wife of record. We were apart for ten years, and now that we no longer are, I want it properly settled before I proceed. No foreboding, no presentiments of dire events to come; I just want things to be right.

I’ll be going back tomorrow to stay with her for a few days, then I’ll have to return to my current ‘home’ to finish preparations for the coming duty. Not long now.

aadler: (ck4)
 
It’s official now: I’ve been approved for the six-month tour for which I volunteered. I still don’t know much about it; I know where I’ll be, down to a fairly small geographical area, but not who I’ll be working with, what precisely I’ll be doing, what rules will apply and what privileges will accompany the duty. I don’t even know precisely when it will begin, nor do my unit administrators; sometime within the next month is as exact as we can get at this point.

But I’m going, the only member of my unit to do so. (Another new thing for me: I’ve always deployed with the rest of my unit in the past. The language training at Fort Bragg was my only ‘solo’ duty.) One of the men who was attached to us in Afghanistan is supposed to be there also, but that covers the extent of my information.

I have some sorting and organizing to do, putting my home (such as it is) into a condition that will accommodate its being left for six months. Not a problem; I did the same for the Afghanistan tour, though my family looked after my belongings while I was in Iraq. Mostly, right now, is the matter of dealing with the inevitable paperwork.

I’m going. I can hardly wait.

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Other issues?

Well, let’s see. We did a 10-kilometer ruck march yesterday. As far as I know, everybody made the necessary time (I stayed ahead of one person who, operating under a temporary physical profile, wasn’t even carrying a ruck). It was a rough one, in that we traveled the first half ― largely downhill ― to a set turnaround point, then had to go uphill for almost the entirety of the return trip. I got in with time to spare, but I’m still aching today.

I had intended to return to center-state as soon as the drill was over, spend some extended time with my son and ex-wife … but I have an appointment at the VA hospital (general checkup) on Wednesday, so that will have to be delayed for awhile. Susan and I are continuing to attend pre-marriage counseling, with no decisions yet made but with a clear inclination in that direction. She said that the six months I’m gone in the upcoming duty tour can be seen as a kind of trial period. I’m not sure precisely what she means, but I’ll agree that how we deal with physical separation could be indicative of other capabilities within the relationship.

And ― I haven’t yet received official notification, but I saw it in the listed results ― two of my stories were recognized in the White Knight Awards: “Dusk Over Pompeii” (Runner-Up for Best Het Pairing), and “Learning Curve” (Runner-Up for “Where Do We Go From Here” – Best Post-“Chosen” story).

That’s it for now.
aadler: (ck4)
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Different things to think about and talk about. I’ll tackle them a few at a time over the next several days.

Cut to save space )

More as events continue.

aadler: (ck4)
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Well, okay. Time passed, and miscellaneous events, and now me catching up.

I went to the Combat Lifesaver class, re-certified with only one missed question (I wanted 100 per cent, darn it), and that’s done. And now I’ve been to Virginia.

My ex-wife and I went to our first session (arranged by the parish priest) for evaluating whether or not our marrying again would be an acceptable course of action or a disaster waiting to happen. That initial session, naturally, was mostly us and the counselor getting acquainted. More next week, and we may start learning some things then.

My son got his passport. Now I’m the only one of us who doesn’t have a passport. Which is funny, because none of the others have been to as many foreign countries as I have. I really should get on that; I have all the paperwork, I just never got around to getting the official photograph and submitting it.

Christmas Eve I went to a party at my niece’s house. Various persons in attendance, of various levels of family status, some by blood and some by marriage and some just because they’re so close they’re included as family. My ex-wife was working a night-to-morning shift, so she wasn’t there. An ex-girlfriend of mine was there. Yes, I still want her. No, I can’t imagine ever trusting her again. All things considered, I believe I’ll let things stay as they are. (But oh my Lord, she is hot.)

My daughter called from Hong Kong on Christmas Day, and we got to talk for awhile. Nice, but I’m not a good conversationalist by phone, so we could manage only so much.

[livejournal.com profile] sroni has sent back re-edits of the first four (of six) chapters of “God Save the Queen”. No actual changes, just some minor addenda. It’s now over 22,000 words, and I expect to begin posting chapters within a few days.

It’s almost time for the new year. Assessment of time past, formation and adjustment of future plans.

It will be interesting to see what that looks like.
aadler: (ck4)
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I was serious when I set myself the goal of finishing “God Save the Queen” in November, and I seriously devoted myself to the task. All the same, I didn’t quite make it. I put the last word in before going to bed on December 2nd.

In my defense, it was a bigger project than I had realized. The initial story ran three chapters, at just over 8,500 words; by the time I was done, it was six chapters, and almost 22,000 words. Pending [livejournal.com profile] sroni’s approval, this collaborative work will bulk 250% of its original form.

Meanwhile:

Personal military plans )


I just got this news last week: my son is getting set to go on a mission trip to Jamaica over spring break. He’s the only one in the family who’s never been out of the country, and is looking forward to becoming a world traveler like the rest of us.

Okay. Finally done with “God Save the Queen” (unless [livejournal.com profile] sroni wants to revise my revisions, in which case it could go back and forth for a while). I have to prepare for and complete the duty in Virginia, but once that’s done, it will be time for me to get started on “Queen’s Gambit”. And only seven months after [livejournal.com profile] sroni finished her draft of the story!

aadler: (ck4)
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I got caught up in events, some of them significant but all time-consuming, and then I look up and find it’s been nearly two weeks since I made a post. So, bringing things up to date:

Military plans )



Finances )



Writing )



Personal issues )


We’ve had some decently warm weather recently, but cold rain swept in last night, and looks to last awhile. Not that bad in terms of temperature, but it’s gray and discouraging, and I have to force myself to go out in it.

On the plus side, maybe that will get me focusing more on writing. Something needs to.

aadler: (ck4)
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Yesterday, like the day before, I spent the entire day writing. And, like the day before, none of it was for NaNoWriMo.

This is getting comical. Who would have thought the impetus of a deadline would have so powerfully motivated me to do other stuff? But that’s what happened; I started off with a little “God Save the Queen” revision — wanted to get that out of the way before I buckled down — and then seriously got into it, and kept on going. The original story was about 8,600 words; I’m now past the 10,000 mark, and I’m barely two-thirds of the way through the second chapter (only, by my mark, it’s now Part 4, with at least one more full chapter to go).

I’m not going to abandon something while it’s hot, but I can see the pitfalls here. I drill with my unit Saturday and Sunday (unlikely to get much writing done those days), and just like that I’ll be down to twenty-five days in the month, with 50,000 words still to go. So, adjustments have to be made.

At the library, I’ve now reviewed all the Farsi lessons I’d already done, and am ready to break into new ground, but in the meantime I said the heck with it and ordered the software directly from Rosetta Stone. If in fact I am given the DLPT in January, I want as much advance preparation as I can get. Besides, I enjoy language study, and I already have a good foundation in Farsi, and Rosetta Stone is easy, and — as I’ve noted before — I may wind up having a direct need for fluency in Farsi.

Or possibly not. My unit just passed on a call for volunteers to deploy to Bosnia. Starting in mid-January, either six-month or one-year tours, and I don’t know if that means that you have your choice or that the length of the tour hasn’t yet been decided. I find that I like going on deployment, and I like coming home again, and after three or four months I’m ready to go back on duty. I came back from Iraq in April 2004, and was at Fort Bragg to study Farsi by the end of August. Following my Afghanistan tour, I’ve been back five months already, with two more to go before I even have a chance at my long-term dream of going to DLI, and I’m getting a little edgy.

Besides, Bosnia. Overseas service, in a relatively settled theater … I’m interested.

There are only two significant arguments against it. First, it would further delay the already-delayed opportunity to go to DLI. I truly, sincerely yearn for that, and they’ve said they’ll send me, and I hate to put it off any longer than I have to. Second, my daughter is supposed to be back in the States for five weeks in May; I could — probably — get leave time, but not five weeks’ worth, and I want to see her as much as I can while it’s possible. (Of course, DLI would likewise interfere if I get it, so it’s pretty much a toss-up.)

I suppose, if you’re going to have a problem, too many choices is a good one to have.
aadler: (ck4)
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The revision of [livejournal.com profile] sroni’s “God Save the Queen” continues. Yesterday I finished the second chapter … almost all of which was new copy, added scenes and dialogue, with the majority of the original text left for later use. I’m nearly to the 6,000-word mark (two-thirds of the former total), with two chapters remaining to do. As a result, what was a three-chapter fic will become at least four chapters, while — I hope — preserving and extending the flavor of the original. Then comes “Queen’s Gambit”, where I can really dig in and get serious.

That’s the good news. The not-good news is that I got hosed on my DLI ambitions, and it happened over two years ago.

Long explanation of why )


All of that is vexing, but in a way, it works to my advantage. If I have to “re-take” the qualifying exam, I can profit by having a few months to get ready for it. Though I’d been reviewing Farsi by means of the Rosetta Stone software available online for soldiers, I let myself fall out of that during the events of the last three months. Time to get back into it.

Still, it pretty much rules out the November slot for which I had hoped. I’m not even sure the next slot — in January — will be open by the time I satisfy their requirements. What had been immediate plans have just been shifted to long-term goals.

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Meanwhile, I changed my mind and signed up for NaNoWriMo anyhow. I’d already waited a year (I first learned about NaNoWriMo halfway through November 2005), and wasn’t willing to wait another. I’ll still keep my promised work on [livejournal.com profile] sroni’s stories as a priority, but I’m going to give novel-speedwriting a shot just to see what happens.

With the other things already on my schedule … well, November should be an interesting month.

aadler: (ck4)
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Now that I’ve finished the APFT (and I won’t have another for six months or my arrival at one school or another), my body seems to have relaxed, and I’m now running at the 70% level. As long as I continue to work out a minimum of three times a week, I should keep improving, so that the next such test will be easy.

My re-enlistment got put off a few times, as some of the paperwork was being held up by people in Atlanta, but it finally went through. I got the call, I reported, was duly sworn in … and my commander took me directly to his office and filed the request to get me into DLI (November slot) while I watched. Could it really happen that quickly? I’d best kick into gear in getting my possessions packed (some for storage, some for moving). No guarantees, but ready is always better than not.

As I promised, I did some work yesterday on my revision of “God Save the Queen”. Not a lot — barely 400 words — but the amount doesn’t really matter as much as that I stay at it. The original story was less than 9,000 words, so a steady 400 a day would have me doubling the story size in a little over three weeks.

Thoughts on ‘Heroes’ – cut for spoilers )


I’m supposed to have lunch with my youngest brother tomorrow, and I think I’ll probably head downstate early Friday, to spend the weekend with my son and ex-wife. Meanwhile, more writing to be done.

aadler: (ck4)
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Quick update, cuts to spare the flist.

Military Stuff )



Family Stuff )


With the events of the past few days, all the issues that have kept me preoccupied are now, for the moment, completed. Consequently, after weeks of talking about how I need to work on “God Save the Queen”, I’m finally ready to do it. Starting this evening. (Hear that, [livejournal.com profile] sroni? I’m on the move at last.)

That’ll do for now.

aadler: (ck4)
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I didn’t return home (upstate) on Tuesday as intended, but I did get some writing done on “God Save the Queen”. Not a lot, but enough to say I’d done it and (one may hope) prompt me to keep it up.

No, I came home yesterday, to prepare for drill this weekend. And to check my progress on the Army physical fitness test. And to watch television.

APFT, better but still not great. I’m at 100% on sit-ups (of course, have been for weeks), and now past 90% on push-ups and continuing to get stronger. As for the two-mile run … good news, I made qualifying time after a substantial period of time off; bad news, it’s the worst I’d done since the middle of September. The APFT is this weekend, so I have two days to regain some lost margin. My legs were strong, didn’t give me any suggestion of weariness, but I have to work on my wind.

I’ll pass. I always do. But I have a chance here to SOF-qualify, and I want to do it. Army standards call for 60% overall to pass the APFT, but the units (like mine) included in Special Operations Forces prefer for all their people to pass at the 70% level. I had worked up to within 16 seconds of 70% on the run; today I was 49 seconds away. I’ll have to do a lot of improving fast.

Now, thoughts on television. Any potential spoilers hidden in the cuts.

Jericho )



Lost, Season 3 )



The Nine )


I messed up Tuesday night, arranged to tape one show and watch another … but instead, taped and watched the same program. Bad enough in itself, but the one I’d meant to record, but lost, was the opener for Veronica Mars, Season 3. Several different intensity-levels of drat. I mess up like that every now and then — not much recently, because I was out of the country — but I wish this hadn’t been one of my bobbles. Now I have to check for any re-broadcasts, and I’m not really in good position to catch any such.

Still, I’m lookng forward to seeing how this goes. Veronica and crew in college. Think anyone learned from the less-than-outstanding move of Buffy & Friends to the university scene? I’m hopeful. The VM writing team has a good track record, and (if nothing else) they have the BtVS example to serve as warning.

Much to do before Saturday. Still need to work up a list of exactly what.

aadler: (ck4)
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Bad news, good news, other news. Cuts to spare the flist.

Bad news )



Good news )



Other news )


It was while I was in Afghanistan that I first heard of Joss Whedon’s proposal to do a Buffy Season 8 — of full canonical status — through DarkHorse comics. I keep trying to track that, but have had no further word on it. Like many Buffyfic writers, my reaction is mixed: on the positive side, new Buffy has to be considered good news; on the negative, there’s no telling if I’ll like where they go, or if the new developments will Joss me in a way I’ve craftily contrived to evade until now.

Trekkies kept happily making fools of themselves until television finally produced a new Star Trek series. Then another, and another, and another. I don’t know if that will happen with the Buffyverse (doesn’t seem impossible, given the success of the show and the number of people still loyal to the concept), but the point is that the unrepentant silliness of the Trekkies resulted in something concrete, years after the object of their devotion had been deep-sixed by the networks.

Basically, it means that love is never wasted.

aadler: (ck4)
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Weekend is over. Five days till departure for Alaska.

update on recent events, mostly military )